March 23, 2023
This is a good day for me. I know I’m not finished with recovery, not by a damn sight. But I can stop being obsessive about it. I’ve hit the marks I needed to hit and am confident in my will. Radical acceptance has made me into an antenna of The Force (or whatever you want to call a higher power). My will is my own but I allow another to work through me too, whatever form that work may take.
The next thing for me is channeling my energy into a few things outside of work: music for sure, certainly writing as well, but mostly bicycling.
I have a good group, good roads, good friends, and OK equipment. I don’t know for sure what will happen with it all, and I don’t need to know any of it for sure. I’m just going to go biking a lot and see where it goes from there.
To the many people who have encouraged me so far, thank you. For now, my plan is to shift the focus of this blog back to cycling, although there will be many detours and side trips on this road. On to the next thing. On.
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