Month: March 2023

• Journal Recovery, but I can’t find my feet

  March 17, 2023 7:51amOn the drive to work I was reflecting on how every song’s lyrics seem like recovery lyrics… Read more.

• Journal Recovery, shatter your illusions of love

  March 16, 2023 1:09pmAfter a 7 hour sleep, a good therapy visit and an upper body workout, I am giggly… Read more.

• Journal Recovery, make you break down

  March 15, 2023 8:23amSo, I posted about my argument with my wife on the subreddit. I still feel like I… Read more.

• Journal Recovery, did she make you cry

  March 14, 2023 3:50amI thought I was on a good, healing path of recovery. My sleep times and sleep quality… Read more.

• Journal Recovery, don’t wanna take it slow

  March 13, 2023 10:03amAfter yesterday’s drama (a brief but powerful wave of anger/guilt/sadness), things have settled down for me. It’s… Read more.

• To my mother, whom I loved very much

  I don’t wanna feel no more It’s easier to keep fallin’ Imitations of pain Emptiness of tomorrow, haunted by your… Read more.

• Journal Recovery, driving epiphany #754

  As I was driving to go get breakfast, it dawned on me that I don’t need to change up my… Read more.

• Journal Recovery, riding sans alcohol

  March 11, 2023 Today I rode a 44-mile bicycle route. That’s almost 70 miles shy of my longest ride ever… Read more.

• Journal Recovery, climbing up from the ashes

  March 10, 2023 2:41amI went to bed around 8:30 last night. I was exhausted and depleted. I had a dream… Read more.

• Journal Recovery, no blood but mine in my veins

  March 9, 2023 7:50amThinking about my mother on the drive to work today. She beat me into submission almost daily.… Read more.